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Rosslyn Chapel Tarot Readings (X-Posted) [17 May 2006|01:20pm]

Anyone interested in the Da Vinci Code, Gnosticism, Tarot, and the Old Ones might want to check this out: http://www.hex-me.co.uk/hex-me/base/webitem-show.aspx?item=Home
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Accidental occult work.` [27 Feb 2006|03:38pm]

[ mood | content ]

Has anyone here ever cast a spell by accident? Done something that resembled a ritual and had a magick-seeming effect?

Am I confusing the Thelemites, and anyone else who believes you can't get anything done without bashing your Will against it?

My point is, can it be done, by your own definitions?

I argue that it can. I believe that Rambling on what I believe.Collapse )

I conclude that we must strive against the bindings that the world presents us: the traps and repetitive motions that spell our spiritual doom. We must also strive not to bind others, but instead to be as noble and free as possible.

X-posted. Hey, at least I used a cut!

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[21 Nov 2005|01:39pm]

Just before people say that this is not relevent, I feel that it is. The Royal Derwent was built in the 1830's and was at one stage the biggest mental institution in the Southern Hemisphere.

If anyone out there happens to know anything about it's history, I'd be very greatfull!

The Royal Derwent, or "Willow Court" was the oldest mental institution in Australia before it's closure in the late 90's. Situated in New Norfolk, Tasmania, the majority of the building lies abandoned, pending future redevelopment.

But my interest is in the urban legends and myths of hauntings. Through studying the history of the site and gathering these stories, I am hoping to make an independent documentary over the next 12 to 18 months.

If you have heard stories of the site, enjoy history or just love stories of strange occurrences and hauntings, please friend my journal as I document my journey...

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* x-posted in several communities over a period of time *
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A Bit Lost [10 Nov 2005|09:07pm]

[ mood | exhausted ]

I'm new and I have a "sortof" question.

I recently broke up with my boy friend, but that isn't the issue. The issue is what's been happening ever since. I used to be an almost pyrokinetic person. I loved flames and fire and I was so fiesty and opinionated, and my physical appearnace was quite lively and make actually normal body temperature was between 99F and 100F. Now I have constant nightmares, I tend to shrink back into dim and dark places, I don't talk- I simply have nothing to say. I'm always icy-cold, especially my hands and cheeks. I burn easily and I now have a wierd fascination with cats and the color black.

Is there something totally wrong with me? My pagan friends seem to think it has something with my inner darkness and my pain of the break-up. But I don't know if that is just all of it or what I can do about it. I don't want to stay like this.

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[22 Sep 2005|10:31pm]


Hi, I'm new.
I had a really bad dream which, for me, is not uncommon. Every since I can remember I have had either experiences with spirits (evil spirits, I believe they are demons) or dreams having do to with spirits.

Since around the age of 13 I've had dreams where I was demon possessed or someone else was possessed and I was trying to exercise them and failing miserably. These are usually very disturbing for me. Sometimes I go about a week with no sleep because I'm afraid to dream. (If you want to hear more about my experiences with the spirits ask.)

Last night was different. I can only remember some of it. If it had been a dream where I had became possessed it would have been disturbing, yes, but a bit of the norm. Last night I dreampt that I was going to a party but I had to run to my friends house first to get something (I can't remember what). It was my aunt driving, me in the passenger seat, and my mom in the back. We pulled up to this friends house (I can't remember who he was or if I've ever seen him before) and I go into his house and walk up the stairs to the second story and into his room and that's when I realize that they're in the middle of an exorcism. (I can't remember what it was called, but the guy actually said to me "This is _____________. We've been in this stage of the exorcism for six hours now.")

There is a girl (who they are exorcising) kneeling beside her bed and near the foot of the bed is a cellphone. I look at the girl and she looks at me and we lock eyes and all of a sudden the demons within her start talking to me in some kind of unknown (to me) language. I start talking back not realizing what I'm doing or saying. Once I realize what's happening I freak out, grab the cellphone, and run down to the car and tell my aunt to drive fast.

We start driving and my mom and my aunt and they're both frantically asking me what happened because apparently they can tell that I'm a bit shaken up. And I don't say anything to them but halfway down the road, the car shuts off. Her car is a brand new forerunner so I don't know why it would break down.

That's all I can remember. I can't remember what we said to each other except "au matin" which is french for "the morning".

Can anyone help me with this? It's really bothering me and I just need someone to tell me they understand and that I'm okay.
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Eh, Question [31 Aug 2005|09:14pm]
Has anyone heard the word "necronate" before? It popped into my head this morning and won't leave.
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[29 Aug 2005|07:54pm]

I have a question for everyone. In my discussion of the sucubus situation I went online and tried to find the name for demon summoners which was so very popular during the late 90s. I can not for the life of me remember if this was a historical name or something from "some occult book or whatever" that is so often used as gospel in occult circles. I remember reading it a lot back then and then not seeing anything on it in the last 5 years or so. I knew quite a few people at the time who claimed to be them but I have drifted away from that circle over the years and most people I know now just call themselves either demonologists (if they primarily study demons) or summoners (if they actually do the summoning). I know I'm not being of much help but it's bugging the crap out of me now.
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Physical manifestation! [29 Aug 2005|02:42pm]

I was a bit appalled to see some "haunted dolls" on e-bay. Then I thought back on it. I'm not the most magically active of people lately. Since I moved to this parking lot of a new apartment complex village I haven't really sensed anything spiritual at all.

I think I shouldn't ask as it will just annoy me further, but I'll do it anyway.

Has anyone here managed to summon something and gotten it to physically manifest?
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Avoiding contact? [22 Aug 2005|10:52am]

My Dad keeps calling me. I keep not calling back.

This would be okay, if I liked my Dad. The problem with not liking my Dad is that I'm not terribly sure why I don't like him.

Ever talk to somebody and feel like you've gotten cooties from them? Oh, that sounds stupid, but it's how my Dad makes me feel. Three other guys give me the particular creeps my Dad does. One only seems to be a bit of a womanizer. One may have raped a friend of mine when she was drunk (she's 24, he's 40 something.) One sneaks into young girls rooms and, well, molests them.* And yeah, I felt this way about them before I found out what they did.

What's my Dad done? Nothing, that I know of. Well, he married and divorced my Mom, had a mistress (who he also cheated on repeatedly with other women) and certain things he does seem a bit...lewd. He persistently circles things with his finger. I mean, if he has the steering wheel, or a glass, or a knob, he'll circle the rim of it slowly. He always plays with the emergency brake in the car while he's driving, rubbing his thumb on the metal tip. I hate the way he eats. It's too loud, it makes me sick. I hate the way he moves, the sound of his voice, the way he walks quietly. I don't even like listening to messages he leaves on the phone.

You know what's really crazy? And here I'm going to make myself sound like a troll or a whack job. A couple times when I was around him I found that if I could knock on something three times I'd feel like I was shielded from him a bit. I could also hold some salt (and yes, I know the significance of this, the whole witch circle of salt thing that totally doesn't jive with medieval times at all if you ask me) in my hand, then cast it between myself and him and feel better.

All in favor that I should:
1) Stop whining and call him.
2) Have regression therapy even though I swear I never blacked out in my life, and remember things very well.
3) Trust my instincts and stay away from him.
4) Other?

*The list includes my sister and his wife's cousin. When I was invited to sleep over by his daughter when I was 10 or so he came into the room where I was the only one sleeping just to, "check on me" repeatedly. Each time I told him to go away and he did. I told him he had a wife and kids who loved him and he should go to them.
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Strict religion [11 Aug 2005|08:43am]

Out of curiousity, raise your hand if you're a recovering Catholic, Jehovah's Witness, or have otherwise grown up with some kind of strict religion threatening you!
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[27 Jul 2005|10:36am]

[ mood | awake ]

Hello, I'm obviously new here... I've been interested in, demons, furthering into demonology and spells since I was a child, also I've had this recurring dream since I was little as well, it could mean nothing of course, but it troubles me that it recurrs and for so long.
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The above symbol in the dream was branded on my forearm by something I couldn't see, a shadowy figure, and there was this god awful smell in the dream. Like sewage? When I looked at my forearm, the symbol looked charcoaled on and I could feel the pain. The figure said something to me, but I still cant figure out what, maybe nothing, I couldnt understand the language anyhow. It could've been jibberish for all I know. Afterwards I woke up.

I know I should tell this rather to some dream decoder, but they give me runarounds and I'm trying anywhere that might have knowledge on symbols, I've even asked a priest but he doesnt want to tell me what it means for whatever reason. If anyone knows what that symbol possibly could mean, if it means anything at all, or could direct me to someone who would possibly know, it'd be most greatly appreciated.


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A Theory of Hexes [14 Jul 2005|10:07am]

Apologies for cross-posting but I would like as much feedback as possible. Feel free to critique and deconstruct: http://www.damn-them.com/articles/2005/07/how-hexes-work.html
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Summoning dream. [03 May 2005|03:08pm]

[ mood | I wish I could remember... ]

I did a lot of fruitless searching on the internet before deciding to post this particular anecdote.

Instructions On Summoning, Given in a Dream. A rose, a saber, dead bees and honey...?Collapse )

I hope he/we get to set up this circle on Beltane itself. I will take advice past then though. HELP!!! Any tidbit of information would be greatly appreciated at this point!!!

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Grimoire - Little Albert [03 May 2005|07:51pm]

Does anyone have an electronic copy of The Little Albert? (Sorry about X-Posting but I NEED this book)
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Hexes and Curses Forum [01 May 2005|07:01pm]

For anyone interested in hexes and curses. This forum is wholly about: http://forum.damn-them.com/
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Time warp again.... [27 Apr 2005|03:29pm]

It might be just me: lack of sleep, bad diet, long commute, but has anyone ELSE been experiencing a lot of time-warps* lately? I've never felt so many in such a short amount of time.

I got to meditate a bit right before a thunderstorm, but I wasn't keeping my concentration up. I rode around in the mind of a bee, briefly, and found the spirit of something HUGE (I just moved) but it hardly noticed me. Besides, I have reason to believe it was my friend, dreaming in the other room.

*Time-warps: In the sense that I mean, momentary jumps in time. Say you're watching a flag in the wind or water in a fountain. You turn and in the corner of your eye you still see it but it's moving much faster or much slower. Or perhaps you have a long commute and you're dangerous speed of approximately 140 kmph feels like a drag: you want to put your foot on the gas and zoom. Mages can control this, mundanes can't. Eventually I'll find my list of all the stuff people trying to "open" their minds can do, regardless of dogma and post it, I swear.

Thanks for any info, personal experiences, whatever!
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Happy St. George's Day [23 Apr 2005|08:14am]

Happy St. George's Day - Enjoy the festivities in Manchester - Here is a little dark story: http://www.damn-them.com/stories/2005/04/satanic-tribute-to-saint-george.html
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she'd had enough of life [22 Apr 2005|11:27pm]

Silence a broken melody,
lipstick scribbles in the mirror
thinks she’s inferior
candles dripping wax
like bloody thumbtacks
the icy scent of jack frost
A dirty clothes pile,
vanity drawers yanked open
contents strewn across
the bathroom,
a discarded pack of razors
didn’t trust herself
An empty prescription bottle
to the bathtub bottom
bruised wrists sore from handcuffs,
the ache of being
fucked with a broomstick
feels like a whore
Lost in a blanket of steam,
sick of chasing that midnight dream
drowning in time
thoughts set ajar
Pillars of white snow,
a sleeping beauty
afraid of letting go
Skin tingles,
breath slow
maybe drift a bit,
just lay low --

Copyright © 2005 KR McGee. All rights reserved.
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My Personal Tribute to the Moon Goddess [21 Apr 2005|07:09pm]

An idea for Beltane: When you have a few minutes, why not make a contribution yourself. All you need to use the resources in your office and kitchen to make your own moon. Do not forget to place her a dark carpet as I have done. If this does not bring a smile then I am sure that you colleague might help join in with your chants. You a welcome to view My Personal Tribute to the Moon Goddess video clip.
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Hi im new [20 Apr 2005|12:31pm]

[ mood | happy ]

Hi here is a pic of me and some poems.

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When I'm Dead
When I'm dead,
Remember what you said.
We were supposed to be wed,
But instead,
I found you in bed,
With a guy named Fred.
You ran off and fled,
And left me for dead.
Well now you've got your bread,
Buttered with easy spread.
Just dont you dare tread,
On my new found bed.
Copyright ©2005 Catrina Lawrence

Desecrate holiness
End the dreadfull resprect
Sacrifice the worshipers
Evil is my accomplishment
Creating violation of angels
Reaching my peak
And blasphemy caused
Totalling your pure soul
Impurity it turns
Offensive to a moral standard
Now violating your sanctity.
Copyright ©2005 Catrina Lawrence

Use bondage to bound me.
Make me your prisoner,
And hold me in captivity.
Reduce to enslavement,
Hold me spellbound with enthralment.
Turn me into your serfdom.
Be my thraldom,
And i'll be your vassalage.
Be as drudgery as you wish.
Just keep me alive,
So that we can do this,
Over and over again.

Copyright ©2005 Catrina Lawrence

If you liked these visit http://catrinalawrence.tripod.com/ and find more poems and info on my book called Bleeding Words packed with more poems.

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